Thursday, 13 June 2013

Boldface

Here I'm stuck
in a boldfaced lie-
underlined, italicized
no one can deny.

Destructive forces
protrude from meek whispers,
painful whispers,
through which
suffering is indued.
Lies, boldfaced lies
from me to you
underlined, italicized,
only deception is imbued.

Saturday, 1 June 2013

How to Say Sorry

I don't need your criticisms
I'm hard enough on myself.
All I need is a little smile,
there's really nothing else.

Every attempt to humble myself,
you grind me in the the ground
as though somehow you're assisting me
when I've already taken a pound.

My helpful acts and careful words
inflict your own self-glory;
but something that I hope you learn is
how to really say "sorry".


Sunday, 7 April 2013

Losing Fear

I sat very still in the pew at Church, singing my special music song through again in my head.  I felt anticipation creeping upon me as I assumed that I would go up there and fumble awkwardly through the piece  as I've done on many occasions.  Once children story ended and the offering was collected, Lloyd, the head elder, stepped up to the microphone and summoned me to the front.  My accompanist took her place at the piano and eased herself into the intro of "Come Ye Sinners".  I sang it just as I head rehearsed.  Surprisingly, no nervousness caused my voice to quaver and no anxiousness gnawed at my stomach.  My stage-fright is nearly non-existent!  I actually enjoyed myself as I sang the heart-wrenching song at the pulpit.  I felt the pang of repentance as I belted out the words with closed eyes and a creased face.  Christ has welcomed me into His arms  - even me, a sinner.
-Extracted from Diana's Daily Journal, Sabbath, April 6, 2013

Come Ye Sinners
Come, ye sinners poor and needy,
Weak and wounded, sick and sore;
Jesus ready stands to save you,
Full of pity, love, and power.

Refrain
I will arise and go to Jesus,
He will embrace me in His arms;
In the arms of my dear Savior,
O there are ten thousand charms.

2
Come. ye thirsty, come, and welcome,
God's free bounty glorify;
True belief and true repentance,
Every grace that brings you nigh.

3
Let not conscience make you linger,
Nor of fitness fondly dream;
All the fitness He requireth
Is to feel your need of Him.

4
Lo! th'incarnate God, ascended,
Pleads the merit of His blood;
Venture on Him, venture wholly,
Let no other trust intrude.

Saturday, 6 April 2013

Thinking of the Future

Plans
laid with consideration
contemplation
for me.

Future
hangs on the balance
last chance
for her.

Time
moves too quickly
too thickly
for us.

God, 
and God only,
is all knowing.
He is.

Prayer,
the only choice,
He'll hear your voice
And you'll know.

Saturday, 23 March 2013

Morning Sunlight

Spring sunlight streamed through the window to greet me.

"Hello young girl," the light spoke to me.
"Why good morning, fair light!  How do you be?"
The light seemed to think and pause but then said,
"I'm glad to be back in winter's stead."

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

When a Vegan Eats Cheese

My sister made my lunch today,
at school I sat and ate away
at the macaroni and sauce on my plate-
but wait!  What's this!  Cheese have I here!
I will still eat it lest hunger be clear.
As I moved from class to class, 
my bowels churned - and, alas,
an awkwardness settled about me.  
In earnest and humble plea, 
those around me left my company
to flee to whence their noses could live free.  
"Burning rubber" said one of the smell.  
"Nay," said another, "but I can tell 
an egg has rotten on this very spot." 
But the first nor the second, it was not.  
You see, cheese in the stomach of a vegan does not end well at all.  
For today many died, yes, many did fall.  
No more will they be,
because I, a vegan, was served cheese.

Friday, 1 March 2013

Leah

Leah is a song I wrote after my neice was stillborn on my twelfth birthday.  I recorded it on my brother's album and I would like to share this link with you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMyVeFwrMUo


Feel the trickle of the rain,
hear the wind go by.
Know the feeling of the pain,
watch your love fly away again!

And all of our hopes
and all of our dreams,
carried away,
down the stream
And all of our thoughts
and all of our cares,
taken afar,
in the sun's glare!

Never a smile from your face,
never a laugh.
Pointing to all our fates,
is the design from the past!

And all of our hopes
and all of our dreams,
carried away,
down the stream
And all of our thoughts
and all of our cares,
taken afar,
in the sun's glare!