Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Restlessly


Silence – O the silence of a sleepless night.
The silence echoes that something’s not right.
A late night driver swishes by.
I should not hear it for here I lie.
I should be sleeping,
joining the silence of the night.

A burst of noise strikes my ear.
My daughter cries, wanting me near.
Her sobs shake me, the walls are thin.
I struggle from sheets to silence the din.
My feet fall into slipper,
I pad down the hall to silence her fears.

Her door creaks on its hinges, screaming for oil,
She whimpers and sniffles and tells me her toil.
She saw his face in her dreams on her bed.
Her daddy’s face swirls ‘round in her head.
My breathing quickens, is heavy and thick.
How can I tell her that Daddy’s not loyal?

I comfort her with strokes on her arm.
I coo and kiss and bind her with charm.
She turns in her quilts and drops of in slumber.
I can’t help but think, It used to be thunder
crashing, shaking, lighting her walls
but now her absent father strikes her alarm
.


Her nasal passages whistle a tune,
I rise from the bed and exit the room.
Soft slipper on carpet rejoin the night,
the ticking clock says “It’s all alright”.
The click of the lamp plunges me to darkness.
I’m not asleep yet but maybe soon.

Sunday, 6 October 2013

"Williams" - SciFi School Project

Williams
In the blink of an eye it was 3013.  It was a whole millennia in the future so the village Williams found herself in seemed too primitive.  The 21st century time traveler wondered if she’d been transported back in time rather than forward as she’d intended.  She wasn’t totally sure that she was using the technology properly.  After all, the man who designed it had died four months ago and hadn’t left detailed instructions on how the machine was to operate.  Yep, that was her husband.  He was always so secretive.  Williams suddenly became self-conscious off her style of dress that, a few moments ago had seemed so normal, but now appeared obscure in comparison with the citizens that bustled about the little clearing.
                She assumed that she was in a residential area.  Small ten by ten huts lined the dirt road on which she stood.  Everything was dirt, actually; not a green thing in sight.  A group of bedraggled children ran past, sending dust up onto her white suit pants.  Their hair was at least to shoulder length, even the boys’.  “Don’t they have scissors in the future?”  Marissa Williams asked herself, knowing that she’d never let her little boy, Jordan, go around with hair like that.
                Marissa then felt silly standing in the middle of the dirt field.  She ventured off to the side to speak with a slender woman who had wispy, black hair going down below her waist.
                “Hello, can I ask a favour?”  Marissa asked somewhat uncomfortably.
                The woman cocked her head, “Hillue, don’t yew tolk d’outrageousl!”
                The woman had an accent that Marissa didn’t recognize.  Perhaps the English Language had changed in the thousand year period she’d skipped.
                “Yes, I suppose I do,” Marissa responded, insecurity about her own peculiar accent was creeping in, “Can you tell me if this is the biggest city centre around.  Is there a place with more advanced technology?”
                “Eff yew jaunt over seas to Great China, yewl spot thi most tanteunous technologi en the sphere but rit here yewv been looking at thi mest advanced en this land mass.”
                It took a second for Williams to decode the woman’s smooth sentences but it finally clicked in.  So this was the most advanced city in North America?  Impossible!  Marissa could hardly believe.  Before she could protest the woman’s statement, a booming voice broke out from the skies.  It was something Marissa could only describe as an intercom system.
                “Thi rain scheduled for this day will commence en thirty seconds.  Proceed to yewr hive, eff yew will,” said the mysterious voice.
                “Where is that coming from?”  Marissa did not realize she was screaming.
                “Thet is thi ski voice warning us civils to get endoors.  D’ew have a hive?”
                “A hive?  No, I don’t even know what that is!”
                “Come with mi,” the woman said, gently grasping Marissa’s arm and guiding her inside the little hut.  They had to duck to get through the door.
                Marissa’s eyes grew wide with astonishment.  The “hut’s” interior was impossibly large.  Directly in front of her was a stair case that could’ve fit in the largest sky scraper she’d seen back in twenty thirteen.  Outside the house, the pointed roof had hardly looked six feet off the ground but now, to Marissa’s utter disbelief, she stood in an interior larger than any mansion she’d heard of in the 21st century.
                “Thi rain will stop et four thirty.  Would it please yew to join mi for hot tempters in thi mean time?”  The woman asked this politely as a child descended the everlasting staircase and took the woman’s shawl to hang it up on a wall hook.
                Marissa could only nod.
                She didn’t know how it happened but she suddenly found herself sitting at a round table with at least ten other women.  They all sat in silence, taking sips from the hot liquids that pooled in big round mugs – mugs that could only be classified as bowls with handles. 
                “Dew yew like yewr tempter?”  one of the women, the bolder type, asked Marissa.
                “It smells good,” she smiled, still not brave enough to try the bright blue beverage.
                “I em sore displeased with myself for I never requested yewr name,” said another one of the women, who was a little plumper.
                Marissa had to think for a moment, “Marissa Williams.”
                The room exploded with laughter, “Shay’s got a since of humour, this one!” a lady bursted out, almost spilling her hot tempter on her lap.
                “What?  What’s so funny about my name?” Marissa had to stretch her vocal chords to overpower the din of laughter.
                Silence fell on the group and the women began to look from one to another in deep concern.  Worry built up in the young time traveler’s mind. Did she have some forbidden name?  Had things really changed tha –
                Her thoughts were interrupted by a small, timid-looking girl who looked to be in her teen years, “Yewr not jostling us?”
                “I’m dead serious, if that’s what you mean.”
                “Are yew the Marissa Williams?”  The same girl inquired.
                “I’m sure it’s a common name,” said Marissa sensibly.
                “Nay, nay.  Not since the Marissa Williams began her clock jumping.  A person would hardly dare to mutter the name.”
                “Clock jumping?”  Marissa tried to fit the scrambled pieces of her time-traveling puzzle together in her head.
                “Don’t tell mi yew don’t know thi tale!”
                Marissa softly shook her head which cued the group of solemn women to tell Marissa their history.  A crazy woman, they explained, from around the 21st century discovered time travel.  The women went into details about how historians infer that she wasn’t always insane but that her first trip to the future had caused some instability and she began to search the timeline for what she entitled “the answer”.  The woman, whose name was Marissa Williams, finally settled in the year 2520 where she overthrew the government and established a new system called Williamism – very similar to communism and tyranism. 
As Marissa listened to the story told from the women’s trembling lips, she couldn’t believe that this is what time traveling would do to her.  Besides this, some aspects of the story were false.  For one, it wasn’t she who’d discovered time traveling; it had been her husband’s life work.  Before Michael’s death, he made the wish that she would be the first to go on a mission through time.  Her trip here was only a fulfillment of his will and these women tried to say that it was the darkest time of their history.   Marissa’s mind now only wanted to think of her husband.  She thought of how brilliant he was.  He was a master at science though he never came off to her as geeky.  He had a gentle way about his words that would calm the wildest storm.  It took a great deal of effort on Marissa’s part to listen to the rest of the story.
“That is when Great China took thi place over.  Their domain is this whole sphere,” a woman finished gravely.
“What about Michael William’s?  Do you know about him?”  The widowed woman plead for an explanation without thinking.
“Of course, he’s our silent structure.”
“What?  What is that? Where is he?”  Marissa jumped from her chair, still delirious from the confusion of shifting a whole ten centuries into the future.
“Master Michael is everywhere.  He’s our… what would you call him? – our president.”
“Let mi explain,” another women interjected, “Wi needed to select new government after Mrs. Williams was brought down. With cloning technologi our studiers brought back thi greatest mind in history: Michael Williams.  He then established thi greatest system of government in history.  For a while, things went smooth as rinoleaf.  Eventually, however, people got tired and wanted excitement.  A huge revolution destroyed thi money exchanges and made room for Great China to take over.  Williams then had to be brought underground.  Several thousand more clones were made so that thi bureaucracy can be run bi him and him alone.  Many Michael’s have been assassinated but they still remain.  He rules our land justly.”
Thousands of him… was Marissa’s thought.  She still hadn’t gotten used to the thought of life without her husband and now they say that there are thousands of clones.  Are they really her husband, though, or are they just soulless bureaucrats?
“China thinks wi are primitive.  Wi keep them thinking that,” The plump woman explained, “Our houses, they look small but yew can fit a hundred families in one hive.  Wi grow only thi food we need for a tenth of the population.  Thi rest live off of nutritious tempters.  Our secret structure is stable and cannot be destroyed.  Thi environment bubble wi live in lets us live as though the sphere wasn’t completely ravaged by pollution.  Michael is a truly good ruler.”
“Is that all he is to you?”  Marissa spat in disgust, “Is he not a man?  Can he not feel love and hatred as you and I?  Yet you trap him in a secret, use him so you can have a pleasant life.  You disgust me.”
The women looked shocked.  Taciturnity settled on the room until a woman, who Marissa hadn’t noticed before, spoke up, “Wi disgust yew? Are you not thi insane woman who destroyed our nation with radical acts in the mid-twenty-fives?  Do yew no longer claim to be her?”
Twenty eyes stared holes into Marissa until her fear became anger.  She tossed the table over, shattering bowl-mugs and sending the tempters onto the synthetic flooring.  A twinkle of choler flashed in her eyes and she burst out of the house into the pouring rain.  Had four thirty not already passed?  She ran, maddened, through the mud.  She sunk up to her knees in the thick swamp that the rain had made of the streets.  She cried out, “If only things could be as they were.  Before all of this, I was free.”
A flash of light appeared to Marissa.  She could still feel the cold rain and clinging mud on her body but before her, in an unreal display, stood her late husband.  He looked just as he had before he’d died.  His cheeks were sunken from radiation poisoning and heavy bags weighed under his eyes to show his many nights without adequate rest. 
“Hello traveler,” the radiant figure spoke, “You’ve triggered the failsafe action of the device.   It has been detected that information that you’ve obtained during your expedition could prove harmful to both you and the timeline.”
Marissa tried to speak with the calm vision of her husband but she finally concluded that he was nothing but a recording.  He didn’t even know who he’d be talking to when he taped it. 
The recording continued, “You now have an option,” Marissa cringed.  She hated decisions. “You can chose to either proceed back to your original time with the knowledge of this experience or these events will be wiped from your memory to preserve the time line and your own safety.  Time travel may have serious mental effects and now is your only opportunity to erase this trip from your memory.  Say ‘repeat’ if you would like to hear the message again.”
Marissa couldn’t help but smile.  She loved her husband and wished she could spend more time in 3013 to see if she could find some of the clones.  However, the recording hadn’t mentioned this as one of the options.  Should she keep the memory and risk losing her sanity?  She shuddered at the thought.  No matter how much she wanted the answer, she knew that she was not the one to find it.
“Send me back,” she said weakly, “Take it all.”
“Thank you for participation in the Williams project.  Have a nice day,” The recording said.  With another flash of light he was gone.  Tears began to tumble down Marissa’s soaked cheeks and, as soon as she blinked to clear her eyes, she found herself back in her house.  She wore a soft bath robe and was holding a cup of coffee in her hand.  For a moment, she felt like shouting out all that she’d seen but the memories began to trickle away from her.  She’d been put back to 2013 about a day after she’d left originally so in the room with her sat eager research assistants.  Their faces all took on a blank expression as they noted the confusion resting on Marissa’s. 
“You took the fail safe, didn’t you?”

Marissa nodded because that was all she remembered.