Tuesday, 19 November 2013

Angst en Woede

I took a grade ten design studies course in which we constructed masks and mounted them on big boards.  We draped the fragile plaster masks in gypsona and then painted them.  The result was as follows.
The mask is called Angst en Woede because it represents the anger and fear we experience when confronted with challenges in life.


I don't have any photos of the mask before it was mounted.  My teacher has some of those and I should be able to get my hands on them soon.  I can tell you, though, that it was a messy process.  The students got into pairs to make a plaster cast of their partner's face.  I was so happy with my partner who did a great job of getting the details of my appearance.




Getting the mask mounted was an adventure.  Unlike my peers, I did't use large plastic cups to build up the base that would extend the mask from my board.  Instead,  I did it all with crumpled up news paper.  The results were quite pleasing.



As you've likely noticed, the mask is split in half.  This creates a division between each side of the face: anger and fear are thus represented.
This was after I painted.  I'm not a very good painter and it didn't help that my skin colour paint ran out.  I had to frantically mix paints so that my gradient from red to skin colour would look somewhat decent.
Along with the project, students were asked to produce a creative prose about the mask.  As soon as the booklet is returned, I'll type that up and add it to this post.

So now you have a bit of an idea of how I look, right?  

Sunday, 17 November 2013

Backpacking

Tonquin Valley lies within the Jasper mountain ranges.  
I backpacked here twice in the summer of 2013 and am in love.
You may notice the extreme amounts of clouds in these photos... well it did rain the whole time.
It was a beautiful place and I hope to share some journal entries soon.



Friday, 1 November 2013

Dear Mr. Raindrop

Little tiny raindrops
you just won’t go away.
Can’t you stop right now
and come back another day?

Today you’ll smear my makeup
and get my hair all wet.
You can fall another day
but I’m not ready yet.

Little tiny raindrops,
you drop with no relent.
Won’t you just stay up there
in the clouds from which you’re sent?
Today’s not the day for rain.
Not today – O please!
Today I need the sunshine rays
to dry up all my tears.


If e’re I felt a greater need,
I feel the need right now.
I want to live a happy life but
raindrop, I don’t know how.

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Restlessly


Silence – O the silence of a sleepless night.
The silence echoes that something’s not right.
A late night driver swishes by.
I should not hear it for here I lie.
I should be sleeping,
joining the silence of the night.

A burst of noise strikes my ear.
My daughter cries, wanting me near.
Her sobs shake me, the walls are thin.
I struggle from sheets to silence the din.
My feet fall into slipper,
I pad down the hall to silence her fears.

Her door creaks on its hinges, screaming for oil,
She whimpers and sniffles and tells me her toil.
She saw his face in her dreams on her bed.
Her daddy’s face swirls ‘round in her head.
My breathing quickens, is heavy and thick.
How can I tell her that Daddy’s not loyal?

I comfort her with strokes on her arm.
I coo and kiss and bind her with charm.
She turns in her quilts and drops of in slumber.
I can’t help but think, It used to be thunder
crashing, shaking, lighting her walls
but now her absent father strikes her alarm
.


Her nasal passages whistle a tune,
I rise from the bed and exit the room.
Soft slipper on carpet rejoin the night,
the ticking clock says “It’s all alright”.
The click of the lamp plunges me to darkness.
I’m not asleep yet but maybe soon.

Sunday, 6 October 2013

"Williams" - SciFi School Project

Williams
In the blink of an eye it was 3013.  It was a whole millennia in the future so the village Williams found herself in seemed too primitive.  The 21st century time traveler wondered if she’d been transported back in time rather than forward as she’d intended.  She wasn’t totally sure that she was using the technology properly.  After all, the man who designed it had died four months ago and hadn’t left detailed instructions on how the machine was to operate.  Yep, that was her husband.  He was always so secretive.  Williams suddenly became self-conscious off her style of dress that, a few moments ago had seemed so normal, but now appeared obscure in comparison with the citizens that bustled about the little clearing.
                She assumed that she was in a residential area.  Small ten by ten huts lined the dirt road on which she stood.  Everything was dirt, actually; not a green thing in sight.  A group of bedraggled children ran past, sending dust up onto her white suit pants.  Their hair was at least to shoulder length, even the boys’.  “Don’t they have scissors in the future?”  Marissa Williams asked herself, knowing that she’d never let her little boy, Jordan, go around with hair like that.
                Marissa then felt silly standing in the middle of the dirt field.  She ventured off to the side to speak with a slender woman who had wispy, black hair going down below her waist.
                “Hello, can I ask a favour?”  Marissa asked somewhat uncomfortably.
                The woman cocked her head, “Hillue, don’t yew tolk d’outrageousl!”
                The woman had an accent that Marissa didn’t recognize.  Perhaps the English Language had changed in the thousand year period she’d skipped.
                “Yes, I suppose I do,” Marissa responded, insecurity about her own peculiar accent was creeping in, “Can you tell me if this is the biggest city centre around.  Is there a place with more advanced technology?”
                “Eff yew jaunt over seas to Great China, yewl spot thi most tanteunous technologi en the sphere but rit here yewv been looking at thi mest advanced en this land mass.”
                It took a second for Williams to decode the woman’s smooth sentences but it finally clicked in.  So this was the most advanced city in North America?  Impossible!  Marissa could hardly believe.  Before she could protest the woman’s statement, a booming voice broke out from the skies.  It was something Marissa could only describe as an intercom system.
                “Thi rain scheduled for this day will commence en thirty seconds.  Proceed to yewr hive, eff yew will,” said the mysterious voice.
                “Where is that coming from?”  Marissa did not realize she was screaming.
                “Thet is thi ski voice warning us civils to get endoors.  D’ew have a hive?”
                “A hive?  No, I don’t even know what that is!”
                “Come with mi,” the woman said, gently grasping Marissa’s arm and guiding her inside the little hut.  They had to duck to get through the door.
                Marissa’s eyes grew wide with astonishment.  The “hut’s” interior was impossibly large.  Directly in front of her was a stair case that could’ve fit in the largest sky scraper she’d seen back in twenty thirteen.  Outside the house, the pointed roof had hardly looked six feet off the ground but now, to Marissa’s utter disbelief, she stood in an interior larger than any mansion she’d heard of in the 21st century.
                “Thi rain will stop et four thirty.  Would it please yew to join mi for hot tempters in thi mean time?”  The woman asked this politely as a child descended the everlasting staircase and took the woman’s shawl to hang it up on a wall hook.
                Marissa could only nod.
                She didn’t know how it happened but she suddenly found herself sitting at a round table with at least ten other women.  They all sat in silence, taking sips from the hot liquids that pooled in big round mugs – mugs that could only be classified as bowls with handles. 
                “Dew yew like yewr tempter?”  one of the women, the bolder type, asked Marissa.
                “It smells good,” she smiled, still not brave enough to try the bright blue beverage.
                “I em sore displeased with myself for I never requested yewr name,” said another one of the women, who was a little plumper.
                Marissa had to think for a moment, “Marissa Williams.”
                The room exploded with laughter, “Shay’s got a since of humour, this one!” a lady bursted out, almost spilling her hot tempter on her lap.
                “What?  What’s so funny about my name?” Marissa had to stretch her vocal chords to overpower the din of laughter.
                Silence fell on the group and the women began to look from one to another in deep concern.  Worry built up in the young time traveler’s mind. Did she have some forbidden name?  Had things really changed tha –
                Her thoughts were interrupted by a small, timid-looking girl who looked to be in her teen years, “Yewr not jostling us?”
                “I’m dead serious, if that’s what you mean.”
                “Are yew the Marissa Williams?”  The same girl inquired.
                “I’m sure it’s a common name,” said Marissa sensibly.
                “Nay, nay.  Not since the Marissa Williams began her clock jumping.  A person would hardly dare to mutter the name.”
                “Clock jumping?”  Marissa tried to fit the scrambled pieces of her time-traveling puzzle together in her head.
                “Don’t tell mi yew don’t know thi tale!”
                Marissa softly shook her head which cued the group of solemn women to tell Marissa their history.  A crazy woman, they explained, from around the 21st century discovered time travel.  The women went into details about how historians infer that she wasn’t always insane but that her first trip to the future had caused some instability and she began to search the timeline for what she entitled “the answer”.  The woman, whose name was Marissa Williams, finally settled in the year 2520 where she overthrew the government and established a new system called Williamism – very similar to communism and tyranism. 
As Marissa listened to the story told from the women’s trembling lips, she couldn’t believe that this is what time traveling would do to her.  Besides this, some aspects of the story were false.  For one, it wasn’t she who’d discovered time traveling; it had been her husband’s life work.  Before Michael’s death, he made the wish that she would be the first to go on a mission through time.  Her trip here was only a fulfillment of his will and these women tried to say that it was the darkest time of their history.   Marissa’s mind now only wanted to think of her husband.  She thought of how brilliant he was.  He was a master at science though he never came off to her as geeky.  He had a gentle way about his words that would calm the wildest storm.  It took a great deal of effort on Marissa’s part to listen to the rest of the story.
“That is when Great China took thi place over.  Their domain is this whole sphere,” a woman finished gravely.
“What about Michael William’s?  Do you know about him?”  The widowed woman plead for an explanation without thinking.
“Of course, he’s our silent structure.”
“What?  What is that? Where is he?”  Marissa jumped from her chair, still delirious from the confusion of shifting a whole ten centuries into the future.
“Master Michael is everywhere.  He’s our… what would you call him? – our president.”
“Let mi explain,” another women interjected, “Wi needed to select new government after Mrs. Williams was brought down. With cloning technologi our studiers brought back thi greatest mind in history: Michael Williams.  He then established thi greatest system of government in history.  For a while, things went smooth as rinoleaf.  Eventually, however, people got tired and wanted excitement.  A huge revolution destroyed thi money exchanges and made room for Great China to take over.  Williams then had to be brought underground.  Several thousand more clones were made so that thi bureaucracy can be run bi him and him alone.  Many Michael’s have been assassinated but they still remain.  He rules our land justly.”
Thousands of him… was Marissa’s thought.  She still hadn’t gotten used to the thought of life without her husband and now they say that there are thousands of clones.  Are they really her husband, though, or are they just soulless bureaucrats?
“China thinks wi are primitive.  Wi keep them thinking that,” The plump woman explained, “Our houses, they look small but yew can fit a hundred families in one hive.  Wi grow only thi food we need for a tenth of the population.  Thi rest live off of nutritious tempters.  Our secret structure is stable and cannot be destroyed.  Thi environment bubble wi live in lets us live as though the sphere wasn’t completely ravaged by pollution.  Michael is a truly good ruler.”
“Is that all he is to you?”  Marissa spat in disgust, “Is he not a man?  Can he not feel love and hatred as you and I?  Yet you trap him in a secret, use him so you can have a pleasant life.  You disgust me.”
The women looked shocked.  Taciturnity settled on the room until a woman, who Marissa hadn’t noticed before, spoke up, “Wi disgust yew? Are you not thi insane woman who destroyed our nation with radical acts in the mid-twenty-fives?  Do yew no longer claim to be her?”
Twenty eyes stared holes into Marissa until her fear became anger.  She tossed the table over, shattering bowl-mugs and sending the tempters onto the synthetic flooring.  A twinkle of choler flashed in her eyes and she burst out of the house into the pouring rain.  Had four thirty not already passed?  She ran, maddened, through the mud.  She sunk up to her knees in the thick swamp that the rain had made of the streets.  She cried out, “If only things could be as they were.  Before all of this, I was free.”
A flash of light appeared to Marissa.  She could still feel the cold rain and clinging mud on her body but before her, in an unreal display, stood her late husband.  He looked just as he had before he’d died.  His cheeks were sunken from radiation poisoning and heavy bags weighed under his eyes to show his many nights without adequate rest. 
“Hello traveler,” the radiant figure spoke, “You’ve triggered the failsafe action of the device.   It has been detected that information that you’ve obtained during your expedition could prove harmful to both you and the timeline.”
Marissa tried to speak with the calm vision of her husband but she finally concluded that he was nothing but a recording.  He didn’t even know who he’d be talking to when he taped it. 
The recording continued, “You now have an option,” Marissa cringed.  She hated decisions. “You can chose to either proceed back to your original time with the knowledge of this experience or these events will be wiped from your memory to preserve the time line and your own safety.  Time travel may have serious mental effects and now is your only opportunity to erase this trip from your memory.  Say ‘repeat’ if you would like to hear the message again.”
Marissa couldn’t help but smile.  She loved her husband and wished she could spend more time in 3013 to see if she could find some of the clones.  However, the recording hadn’t mentioned this as one of the options.  Should she keep the memory and risk losing her sanity?  She shuddered at the thought.  No matter how much she wanted the answer, she knew that she was not the one to find it.
“Send me back,” she said weakly, “Take it all.”
“Thank you for participation in the Williams project.  Have a nice day,” The recording said.  With another flash of light he was gone.  Tears began to tumble down Marissa’s soaked cheeks and, as soon as she blinked to clear her eyes, she found herself back in her house.  She wore a soft bath robe and was holding a cup of coffee in her hand.  For a moment, she felt like shouting out all that she’d seen but the memories began to trickle away from her.  She’d been put back to 2013 about a day after she’d left originally so in the room with her sat eager research assistants.  Their faces all took on a blank expression as they noted the confusion resting on Marissa’s. 
“You took the fail safe, didn’t you?”

Marissa nodded because that was all she remembered.

Sunday, 29 September 2013

Roses Are Red - Pourquoi Tale

One balmy summer long, long ago, there lived a princess named Mideu.  She was the fairest lady in all the land and princes came from far and near to claim her.  But the King was a just king and wanted only the best prince for his daughter so he decreed that the man who brought Mideu the most wonderful gift would be allowed to become her husband.
            Some princes (most actually) brought gold and some brought diamonds.  The King would look in his own treasury and see its abundance of riches and say, “If you loved her, you would bring something special; something she does not already have.  You would bring a gift of the earth to show your true affection.”
            Now in this time, warriors and rulers were not the only nobles looked fondly upon.  Those who tended to the fine, white rose bushes were seen as the most courageous of the land.  The thorns on the bushes were so sharp and dangerous that special techniques had to be practiced to prune and tend the flowering plants.  Many years of training and a clever mind were needed for this important job.
            There was a rose-bush gardener who served the king and he loved Princess Mideu, more perhaps than all the other princes who offered her their hallow gifts.  He would watch her glide down to the lakeside for her morning walk on her angel-like feet.  She would dance amongst the cattails and rushes and would whisper to the frogs and dragon flies that frolicked around and over the water.  Her flowing hair reminded the Gardener of the smooth honey from the distant lands of Clitheroe.  Her speech was so eloquent and enchanting that the frogs to whom she spoke would often grow to be the most beautiful creatures in the land. 
            The Gardener witnessed yet another prince leave the castle and the company of the King and Princess, still with his gold and jewels, having not gained the King’s favour.  Overwhelmed with love for the Princess the Gardener wondered if such a noble woman would accept a gardener as a partner.  His position was highly esteemed, and he was known for his valorous approach to the spinous charges so he decided to make a very bold move.
            The summer and been warm and humid and now, in Caesar Augustus’ month, the Gardener knew his white roses would be most presentable.  Their virgin, white glow represented Mideu’s beauty and grace.  The delicate fragrance that had been so carefully cultivated in the roses could only be matched to the fair maiden’s sweet elegance.  Soft petals reminded the Gardener of her sublime skin and, most of all, her pure heart.
            The Gardener was sure to win the King over, but one issue remained.  The thorns of a bush would protest any reason for picking them other than for a marriage procession or a virgin’s death.  The love-sick man knew that a curse would lie upon whoever cut a precious flower off the bush on any occasion other than the two special times. Regardless, he was willing to risk the severe consequences and reasoned that if his plan was successful, the rose would be for marriage.
            With a watchful eye, the Gardener selected the most full, delicate and perfumed rose of all the bushes.  He warily noted that thorns on the branch of this particular flower were even more menacing than any he’d seen but he could not fathom the thought of gifting to Mideu anything but the best.
            Without a second thought, the Gardener methodically reached in towards the stem to sever it smoothly and swiftly.  The thorns cried out for they knew the precious rose was taken not for marriage or death but for young love.  The thorns dug themselves into the gardener’s skin as he extracted the flower.  Blood poured out from his torn hand and arm as he held the delicate beauty away from the contaminating red fluid.  His blood covered all of the roses that remained on the bushes, the redness of his love staining the once flawless petals.  In panic, the gardener ran to the castle, bleeding and distressed, and found the king in his chambers.  Princess Mideu was playing harpoline for her father when the Gardener burst in.  Holding the perfect rose high, he fell to the floor because his blood was – by a mysterious, magical curse – still draining into the last of the white roses.   Before the royalties’ eyes, the flower in his remaining clean hand turned red to the very tip.


            “Mideu, I bring you a token of my love.  I desire your hand in marriage so I’ve brought you the only thing in the kingdom comparable to your beauty.” The Gardener did not realize he was dying. 
            He struggled to smile and look up at the troubled woman.  As he took his final breath, she approached the dry body to take hold of the rose.  It was now a deep, ruby red.  The Princess wept for she had loved the Gardener.  Her tears fell upon the rose, washing away the blood and returning it to its prior purity.  Only her tears could destroy the awful stain that unquenched love left on the roses.  The King crossed the room to comfort his daughter and they ventured out to the garden to find how the dear worker had met his death.  With wide eyes and yet more tears, they beheld the vast acres of red roses, no longer pure and white.
            The Gardener was laid to rest in the lordly burial grounds.  As a symbol of the Princess’ love, she replanted the very last white rose, the one for whom her gardener died.  It grew and grew and this new bush blossomed white roses for the rest of Princess Mideu’s life.  Their pure colour stood as a testament of her virginity, for she never did marry.  She died alone and in old age, never to receive a red rose which had become the symbol of marriage and love.  When the Princess’ last day came, the kingdom mourned and the very last white roses withered away.  But still, every year, in Augustus’ month, a small white rose blooms between Mideu and the gardener’s gravestones for they are buried beside each other.

            You now know why the roses bloom red.

Wednesday, 25 September 2013

Mutterliebe

Lying on my mother’s bed, snuggled up beside her, I couldn’t help that the tears flowed down onto her new woolen sweater.  Her chin trembled as soft words fell from her lips.  Her gentle hand stroked my head and shoulders lovingly as she related to me the stories of her past.  The pain of her experience coursed through my body, tingling up my spine and pulsing through my veins.  Her poor, afflicted soul whispered to me the horrors of the neglect she faced as a child.  I choked on my tears when I braved a glance up at her calm face.  Ringlets of golden-brown hair fell around her angelic face which was marred only by her doleful past.  Wrinkles from too much crying and not enough laughing creased her forehead and encircled her eyes.  How could someone not love her?
            All this last week, I’ve spent so much time with my dear mother.  She had been helping me redo my bedroom despite the huge list of projects she had been juggling.  She so willingly taught me the proper use of plaster and sanders; she showed me specific techniques to use the paint roller while she did the wearisome task of painting the edges and corners with a small brush.  At the end of the day, the smell of fresh paint still clinging to my clothes, I would crawl into bed with her and listen to her stories.  I loved to hear the quirky stories of my older brothers and I giggled when she told me of what I was like as a child.  Though I delight to hear her relate these happy times, a solemn respect settles over my mind as her words of dire trial touch my heart.

My mother: Age sixteen
            My childhood memories of this strong woman are bitter-sweet.  I recall the day I first learned to whistle.  She had driven away from our country home hours before I’d risen from bed.  After her divorce, she knew she’d have to support her family so she committed herself to drive for an hour or more every day to go to university.  Of course, her decision to become a nurse was both wise and courageous but for several years, my brothers cared for me while she was at school.  The boys had given me a bowl of breakfast cereal and, for whatever reason in my six-year-old mind, I decided to blow on the cold Cheerios.  This resulted in me whistling through my lips for the very first time.  I was so excited to’ve finally accomplished this that I ran out to the thick forest on our property and climbed the ladder to the tree fort my brothers had made from old deck boards.  I sat on the peeling paint and whistled to my heart’s content.  For just that moment, I’d forgotten my fear of heights.  Once the sensation of acquiring this new skill wore off I found myself stuck on the fort, too petrified to climb down.  My brothers offered to help me down but there was only one person whose assistance I would allow- my mother’s.  It was hours before she was due to return so I sat, crying in the tree even when the sun prepared to go to bed.  Finally, Mum came home.  She wrapped her arms around my trembling body and lifted me down to safety.  The softness of her sweater was a relief after hours of knowing only the cold, hard boards.  In a way, my experience that day can help me understand her childhood in a better way than any of her words could describe.  Cold, scared and alone after the innocence of my whistling excitement wore off, I was completely isolated to only pain and emptiness.  When would love finally reach me?  At last, I was set free by the warm grasp of my mother’s embrace.

            I know my mother raised me in a better way than she had ever been benefited to know.  Her consistent care and love will sustain me for the rest of my days, no matter how others may treat me. I cherish every moment of her soft touch and gentle words.  I’m storing away memories of her strength and independence and how she puts so much trust in others.  Her humility echoes her troublous past but reflects her pure heart, refined by trials.  What she has given me will last forever – hope.


Thursday, 13 June 2013

Boldface

Here I'm stuck
in a boldfaced lie-
underlined, italicized
no one can deny.

Destructive forces
protrude from meek whispers,
painful whispers,
through which
suffering is indued.
Lies, boldfaced lies
from me to you
underlined, italicized,
only deception is imbued.

Saturday, 1 June 2013

How to Say Sorry

I don't need your criticisms
I'm hard enough on myself.
All I need is a little smile,
there's really nothing else.

Every attempt to humble myself,
you grind me in the the ground
as though somehow you're assisting me
when I've already taken a pound.

My helpful acts and careful words
inflict your own self-glory;
but something that I hope you learn is
how to really say "sorry".


Sunday, 7 April 2013

Losing Fear

I sat very still in the pew at Church, singing my special music song through again in my head.  I felt anticipation creeping upon me as I assumed that I would go up there and fumble awkwardly through the piece  as I've done on many occasions.  Once children story ended and the offering was collected, Lloyd, the head elder, stepped up to the microphone and summoned me to the front.  My accompanist took her place at the piano and eased herself into the intro of "Come Ye Sinners".  I sang it just as I head rehearsed.  Surprisingly, no nervousness caused my voice to quaver and no anxiousness gnawed at my stomach.  My stage-fright is nearly non-existent!  I actually enjoyed myself as I sang the heart-wrenching song at the pulpit.  I felt the pang of repentance as I belted out the words with closed eyes and a creased face.  Christ has welcomed me into His arms  - even me, a sinner.
-Extracted from Diana's Daily Journal, Sabbath, April 6, 2013

Come Ye Sinners
Come, ye sinners poor and needy,
Weak and wounded, sick and sore;
Jesus ready stands to save you,
Full of pity, love, and power.

Refrain
I will arise and go to Jesus,
He will embrace me in His arms;
In the arms of my dear Savior,
O there are ten thousand charms.

2
Come. ye thirsty, come, and welcome,
God's free bounty glorify;
True belief and true repentance,
Every grace that brings you nigh.

3
Let not conscience make you linger,
Nor of fitness fondly dream;
All the fitness He requireth
Is to feel your need of Him.

4
Lo! th'incarnate God, ascended,
Pleads the merit of His blood;
Venture on Him, venture wholly,
Let no other trust intrude.

Saturday, 6 April 2013

Thinking of the Future

Plans
laid with consideration
contemplation
for me.

Future
hangs on the balance
last chance
for her.

Time
moves too quickly
too thickly
for us.

God, 
and God only,
is all knowing.
He is.

Prayer,
the only choice,
He'll hear your voice
And you'll know.

Saturday, 23 March 2013

Morning Sunlight

Spring sunlight streamed through the window to greet me.

"Hello young girl," the light spoke to me.
"Why good morning, fair light!  How do you be?"
The light seemed to think and pause but then said,
"I'm glad to be back in winter's stead."

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

When a Vegan Eats Cheese

My sister made my lunch today,
at school I sat and ate away
at the macaroni and sauce on my plate-
but wait!  What's this!  Cheese have I here!
I will still eat it lest hunger be clear.
As I moved from class to class, 
my bowels churned - and, alas,
an awkwardness settled about me.  
In earnest and humble plea, 
those around me left my company
to flee to whence their noses could live free.  
"Burning rubber" said one of the smell.  
"Nay," said another, "but I can tell 
an egg has rotten on this very spot." 
But the first nor the second, it was not.  
You see, cheese in the stomach of a vegan does not end well at all.  
For today many died, yes, many did fall.  
No more will they be,
because I, a vegan, was served cheese.

Friday, 1 March 2013

Leah

Leah is a song I wrote after my neice was stillborn on my twelfth birthday.  I recorded it on my brother's album and I would like to share this link with you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMyVeFwrMUo


Feel the trickle of the rain,
hear the wind go by.
Know the feeling of the pain,
watch your love fly away again!

And all of our hopes
and all of our dreams,
carried away,
down the stream
And all of our thoughts
and all of our cares,
taken afar,
in the sun's glare!

Never a smile from your face,
never a laugh.
Pointing to all our fates,
is the design from the past!

And all of our hopes
and all of our dreams,
carried away,
down the stream
And all of our thoughts
and all of our cares,
taken afar,
in the sun's glare!

Monday, 4 February 2013

The Only Way

I've tried;
I have tried to do what is right.
I've Tried,
tried to do things on my own,
all alone.

I've cried;
I  have cried, seeing my failure and in despair
I've cried,
cried, seeing no one is there
nor cares.

I've died;
I have died to self and my own desires.
I've died
died and given up at my own efforts
for You.